Post by ollieander on Oct 3, 2017 7:23:15 GMT -8
Day 1
I've begun my descent into the coves in search of Mirela. I swear I can hear her voice echo within these barnacle-crusted walls, beneath the roars of the waves outside. I pray my intuition is correct, and I am not just blindly stumbling into danger on my lonesome. To anyone who may find this, know that I was lead by pure intentions. I only wanted to save her.
Day 4
I found her, Mirela, along with some others. It amazes me how they have survived down here as they are, their camp is practically devoid of any nutrition and drinkable water. Even knowing this, they all refuse to leave, and none can give me an adequate enough response to satiate my curiosity. What is down here that is so important?
Day 5
Finally, an answer from Mirela. She and the others are under the impression of the surface world being inhabited by the very same monsters that we set to kill. It's preposterous, yet they all seem so convinced. What causes them to believe in this so strongly?
Day 7
I killed. Murdered. Two people, a husband and wife, spelunkers. I had to. He tried to kill Mirela, and his wife tried to kill me. I'd just found her, neither of us can die before we leave here. We have to, soon.
Day 8
Relocation isn't an option for any of them, if it lays outside of the cove's walls. I have been here for so long, I cannot remember the path I traveled. There is no way to backtrack without risking finding myself deeper in this hellhole...
Day 15
The surface world is inhabited by monsters that take the appearance of average humans, all of them working in such a precise way that they lead the innocent to their demise. No one leaves this place out of fear. The belly of the beast is our only sanctuary from the beast itself.
Day 20
Fish and sea vegetation have become the main staples of my diet. The smell and taste are bland to my pallet now. I miss the chickens on the farm, and the smell of fresh bread. I have taken these for granted, and I am sorry, God. I beg for forgiveness, and mercy, please.
Day 26
I have
done
unspeakable things
truly wretched things
I am disgusted in myself
Day 34
Numb
I've become so uncomfortably numb. To everything... Would I even smile if the sun were to show on my face? I do not know anymore
Day 35
Theres a ledge in the base. Its a short fall. If I do this right, I will find release.
She wouldnt let me die
please let me die
Damnation or heaven, I want to die
I want to die
I want to die
Day 43
Ive grown so weak
We wont survive here
why wont they leave?
I am dying for her and she is doing so well
why
why?